Puritychick23

No matter what you do. Somehow I can never stay mad at you. I know this will all blow over but that's not the point. You asked me why I was mad and I gave you the honest truth. Then you ignored me like I was nothing. I didn't insult you. I didn't call you bad names, but apparently things aren't the same. Because my best friend wouldn't play this little game. I'm not going to say I'm sorry because I said something you didn't want to hear. I'm not going to say I'm sorry for telling you how I feel. That would mean I was apologizing for being real. I know sometimes I can be a little hard to handle. I mean I am an emotional teenage gir

Nobody knows how often I really cry. Nobody knows how torn apart I am on the inside. Nobody knows because of my fake smile. The smile that hides everything until I'm alone. When I am alone everything comes out. My anger. My sadness. And sometimes my suicidal thoughts. Sometimes I just want to end it all and make all this pain go away. What's the point of staying in this world if I'm miserable every damn second of my life? Sometimes I think it would be easier just to take the knife. Take the knife and end my life. But something always stops me. I don't know what it is but I'm afraid. What if next time, nothing saves... Nothi

A real friend will be there for you always. This fact is true. However, I didn't think this would be the hardest thing I would ever do. Today was just an average day. Nothing special. My days are all the same. Until we started talking about her. This is not unusual but our conversations about her are usually brief. These conversations never turn out to be really deep. To my dismay that changed today. You have been wanting to tell her for awhile now. I knew that I am not oblivious, but I really didn't think it was all that serious. I kept encouraging you like I usually do. "Go for it you have nothing to lose." This was 

Dear Depression, When did you start? To be honest I don't really know, but I do know I am ready for you to leave. You make me overeat and want to do nothing but sleep. I am sad all the time. I'm scared. I have no where to go. I have  no where to run. I wish I could go back to the times when I still had fun. You make me yell. You make me cry. You make me want to forget about life. I use to have so much to live for. I had so much ambition. Now I keep these feelings hidden because I fear people will only think I want attention. Depression you are not my friend. Go back to where you came from. You are not  w

I know you lied. Sad thing is, even though I know the truth I still miss you. I miss our jokes. I miss your laugh. I miss the fun we use to have. Your accent was sweet. It could always make my day any day of the week. Somehow I wish things could have been different, but things happen for a reason. You came and left faster than any season. You would think that the lies would have hurt me the most. No. What hurt me the most was that you didn't say goodbye. I hope you find everything  you were looking for when you came here. I still want you to be happy even though you caused me many tears. Even though you are gone and I probabl

I wish I could hug you and tell you everything will be okay. I wish that things like this didn't happen this way. I know you are fighter, but you don't have to act strong. Trust me letting your emotions out definitely isn't wrong. If you need a shoulder to cry on I will be there. If you need somebody to talk to at 3 A.M. I will be there. If you need someone in the pouring rain I will be there. I will do anything to show you I care. Sometimes life isn't fair and we just hate the world. But really we don't know what is about to unfold. If you reach the end of your rope don't lose hope. I will be there at end just when you think I co

How do you know you love someone? You know when you care about them more then yourself. You know if you would risk your life to save them if they needed you to. You know if their happiness matters more to you than your own. You know if you can't be the one that makes them happy, you want them to be with the one who does. Three years have gone by so fast. Our friendship hasn't been an easy task. We have had our ups and downs but somehow we stood our ground. My sophomore year is when I met you. Instant Crush? That's a yes. You always had me wanting to look my best. Even though the outcome wouldn't have changed.. You still found out

Glad to know we both wasted so much time. I feel like what you did should be a crime. You left me in a  hurricane with no way out. I couldn't run. I couldn't hide. This storm was created with a bunch of lies. All this started one dreadful night. We didn't even have one little fight. This was the first time I ever saw the darkness in you. It really did come out of the blue. No phone call. Just a text. This makes me lose faith in the opposite sex. I called you for help, but you didn't care about how I felt. 4 A.M came and you wanted to talk. Even though I had cried so much I felt as dry as rock. You said you were sorry. You